It's about this morning.

Communicating in this way is as ambiguous as ever, but certain things happened this morning, and well, I've decided to use them as an anchor point. I have to start somewhere, you see, and it just works a little better if I have a structural system that supports itself, regardless of its "reality." This is where the visuals help, because without that, all I have is the rest of my perceived existence, and although I'm sort of being flippant, that can actually be a bit misleading. There's so much that happens in my head, or maybe that's not the precise location, but who's measuring anyway - and despite some effort, not all that happens in here stays in here. except for when I don't want it to. of course.

That event just now, that won't show up in the published post. I know that much, so what i'm fuzzier on is who does get to see it and when. It's that kind of verification i'm talking about.

So I guess what I want to talk about is communication, and that has to do with this morning too. When you're communicating like that, with variables jumping out from every shadow and time is.. well it's going to be against you for sure, with certain luxuries missing and all. Look, I feel like I did pretty well, all things considered, and then it was better, which means of course that I can't believe in it, and would you call that a shame or would you call it fate?